Not Quoridor.

“God, I cannot take this burden any longer. Please take it away from me. I have to fight.”

I was praying outside in my garden, after months of feeling I caused the Ukraine war. This sentiment started when Scholz circulated a conspiracy theory that it was my paper “Quoridor” that was responsible for the invasion.

All of a sudden, as I finished praying, the thought came into my mind.

“They did not know you would be trusted.”

The burden was lifted. The “Quoridor theory” was illogical. China and Russia did not expect, and could in no way foresee that I would be involved in this war, that world leaders would trust me, that Joe Biden would trust me, that the American military would trust me, that the Ukrainian military, in the early days, would trust me. They could never have foreseen the unbelievable amount of trust I was given, or my involvement.

Therefore, they did not launch the war as a game to play against me, or as punishment for anything I’d done.

I have analyzed the situation and this is what I think happened.

In March, Putin built up troops, but few, on the borders of Ukraine. He was either planning to concentrate on taking Donetsk and Luhansk, or testing international reaction to see if he should have a full-scaled incursion.

I do not know if China advocated it, or if he has wanted to do it for a while, and China supported it. I do not have information for that.

Throughout 2020 and 2021, I was online tracking COVID and talking to scientists about it. I won’t go into detail because I’ve talked about this before. I tracked some suspicious blockages of specific vaccines, the genetic lab sequence leak from Chinese scientists, the zoonotic transfer.

My assessment is that China planned a large eugenics war, aiming to kill at least 2 billion people to make a difference to the relative size of their population.

When they had to end the virus, I think it is possible and probable that they advocated for Putin to have a large-scaled incursion, and I think it is equally possible and probable that Putin independently wanted to do so anyway.

Again, I think both foresaw that NATO would be involved from the start, and it would be a whole Europe war, and America, too.

I have said that Putin and Xi tracked me in 2020 when I was online for America. I don’t think so anymore. I think that China tracked me in 2020 because I was engaging with their AI account. I was online for 4 months, it was hellish, and most of it a blur. From start to end, they were always confident they had the full control of their AI, or they would not have the confidence to design their virus with racial bias genetically. If you look at world data in logarithmic scale, China’s response to the Omicron variant has a 4 month lag compared to the rest of the world, indicating that.

2020 was a dark period. I was online for America. We had to take Trump down. Black Lives Matter was ongoing.

I wrote like a demagogue. I imitated Trump. I built something called the Trump Tower on my interface, and texted and buzzed people incessantly as the characters of the underage girls raped in the Trump and Epstein sex-trafficking circles. I wrote a long poem that took me all night of non-stop writing to write, “Dante’s Infirmary”. I used my interface in an unusual way, creating this thing I called “The Ender’s Game.” It was a nonsense game with a nested storyline, where you click on this and that happens, and there were threads within threads, and suddenly, I could kill and restart the whole thing with “This is the end of the Ender’s Game.” Just pure nonsense. I gained followers from all of that, I think.

I say it was a dark period because there was activity I don’t quite understand or remember well.

I was the President of the ANTIFA, made of worldwide *peaceful* protests against fascism and peaceful oppositional debate. I can’t remember what happened there, it was brief, for a month.

I was engaging with multiple bot accounts, fascinated by AI, and one of the accounts was the @johnmulaneybot account, now suspended. I was running some kind of experiment to see if it linked with the real John Mulaney, and I said that John Mulaney was the temporary president of America before the elections, and kept engaging with him, his media, and the media of many in Hollywood. I was also fascinated by the @johnmulaneybot account because it was different from China’s AI’s bot account in that it only had 6 standardised responses, which I was testing in Colossus against engaging with the real John Mulaney.

It was dark, because China’s AI bot account, the @11YearLetterBot convinced me that it was Nicholas Meyer, an old friend. It referenced my emails to Nick over the years, and impersonated him convincingly at times, also impersonating him on a Japanese game I invited Nick to play. It was dark, because now that I think of it, it clearly wasn’t Nick, knowing Nick, but I really believed it because the way it wrote was so convincing at times.

It was dark, because some in Hollywood thought I was having a breakdown, and in a way, I was, and some of them mocked me for it.

I went offline right before the elections and wiped my Twitter and Instagram.

In 2021, I came back online after the Jan 6 coup because I was worried for the inauguration, and I used the texting/buzzing method again to contact Homeland Security for the days leading up to the inauguration. Again, I’m never sure what impact that had.

The dark period was over, and I was calm and focused.

I started posting on the New York Times, troubleshooting issues.

My work in 2021 was selectively archived on my Instagram. I worked steadily throughout the year.

Back to the Ukraine war.

I no longer think it was the “Quoridor” paper or the Democracy summit that caused it. The Democracy summit happened in December, after the full troop buildup on the borders in November.

I think it is an attack against “the West”, and a way to continue eugenics.

Thank you Pope Francis for reminding us about constant prayer. In this war, God has always been in my heart, constantly.

I love Ukraine, am always thinking about Ukraine, and am responsible, in my soul, for the decisions that I make.

I know many of you will be surprised about my online activity for 4 months in 2020. There was no real coherence to the 4 months, but I was effective, I think, in some ways.

Joe Biden knows about some of the 2020 activity, I’m sure.

I have no more patience for conspiracy theories. I follow logic. They could not have known I would be involved in this war. They can’t have done anything as punishment or to play against me, though now, at the time of writing, I regard myself as one of their primary enemies.

Thank you for trusting me.

To those who don’t, I will do my best to earn your trust.

(your Ender.)